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looking into their eyes, period.  i find people's eyes to be very disconcerting.  i don't like eye contact. :c
i'd probably have more trouble with telling them how i feel, though, because that rarely happens.
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2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
i was really angry two nights ago when the lady who runs the only animal shelter in the whole county decided that she'd just start putting dogs down because they needed more room.
even though we've offered to foster as many as they need us to. and we have one foster dog right now, and they seem to appreciate us teaching her to walk on a leash and socialising her so she's not terrified of people.  yeah.  just kill the dogs instead of having someone take care of them for you; much easier.
i'm still very angry, if you can't tell.  how dare you decide to kill whatever you want whenever you want for petty reasons? you're a government funded operation - you will get paid for basically anything you want. build more kennels. please. you only have like 10. stop capturing these strays only to kill them within a week.

i would definitely call my mum, and since my sister is with her all the time, i would technically be calling her too.  i would explain the situation, tell them i love them, and if i still have time i'd probably ask my sister to explain what happened to my friends too, because they would deserve to know.  of course, there is no absolute guarantee i'd die, so here's to hoping i don't, hahha.

i think that the people who know me - who have spoken to me, who have put time and effort (that was reciprocated) into befriending me - have a right to know.  i mean, how shocking would it be to find out that your friend was ill and dying, and refused to tell you?  maybe you'd understand why, or maybe you wouldn't - it depends on the people, i suppose - but it would probably hurt.  and the last thing i'd want to do when hurting is take anybody down with me.
as for the remaining days, i'd probably just do my best to right whatever wrongs i had left scattered about, enjoy life, and make one last attempt at leaving a positive mark on the world.  maybe i'd write a novel, or a film, and then set it up so its profits could be donated to a good cause.  that would be awesome.
i don't think i'd be afraid of dying itself - i'm going to really hope that i've lived my life right and will get to spend eternity in heaven - but i'd probably be afraid of the pain that comes with it.  now, i'm not expert, but it seems to me like dying hurts.

trust.  i have lived in a trustless world for a long time, and it is not always fun.  just having an ounce of it would solve so many problems and make the world brighter in my eyes.

screw u, mr bossman, i'm saving that dog and you can't stop me!
yes, i would definitely leap into the canal and save that doggy! probably with a leitmotif playing in the background. and then i'd say a cheesy but cool line.

these are sort of the same, right? even if it's not, it would hurt just as much either way, so go ahead and take a shot.

 

um i would probably be a bit perturbed by it all.  i'm not exactly into love.  i will be very happy living with some dogs in a shiny house with yellow furniture, thank you very much.
in fact, i'd probably say that line exactly and end up crushing their every dream by accident. blah, sorry.

well, my gran didn't want to live any more, so i don't think that an extra hour would have done much more than burden her...

yes.  because we have the same sense of humour.  wow.  amazing.

nope nOOPE NOPE nope NOPE noPEONPENOEPN
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well, if i don't need the money, then yes i definitely would.  but if we both need the money then i think i would at least try to help the poor person out.  maybe we could both leave the company and make a fortune selling animal-shaped pillows on tv.

 

um i don't really know actually.  i don't have many feelings, per say, and when i do there's usually no one around to tell them to, and no point in doing so.

it would probably be harder for me to tell them i don't, mostly because people tend to have trouble understanding a lack of something (romantic attraction towards anything, in this case) in the first place, and it would probably come off as me trying to be a jerk and shut them down.  i'd also end up being a jerk anyways because it's really hard for me to avoid that unless i go full-saccharine-mode.

oh, that's a really hard question... i think it would be my pets. they're always there for me, and when i have nothing else, i have them. they love unconditionally and are willing to lick you in the face whether you're a loser or not.  they're my best friends of all.

"excluding romantic love"? so you just want me to explain to you how i express love to my mother???
hint: i give her hugs and then say "i love you mum" like a normal person

that sentence feels broken.  um, i'll ignore that for now.
there's not much i regret in the last month.  maybe i'd avoid voice-googling "okay nevermind" (i was trying to figure out how to use the voice thing on my phone fffff) because it managed to bring up some gross image results that it promptly displayed on the first page of web results??? ;o; ew

yes, yes! that's pretty gross if you don't.  i mean, maybe they don't have much, but if you don't help them, you're robbing them of every opportunity they could have had in their lives.  of every joyful moment, in destitution or otherwise.
still, i'd do so very carefully. maybe get a napkin or one of those cpr plastic face shields or something.  i'm apparently not good at fighting off diseases?

well, if i can assume things here, i'll assume that my grandmother is concious and capable of reasoning at this moment.  if so, she'd probably want me to save the baby, and would offer herself to fall in its place.
or she wouldn't.  i don't know what kind of person she is because every time i've seen her she has not been very nice to me at all...
and why do i only get to save one?? a newborn weighs like 8 pounds or something.  i can pull it up with one dang hand, set it somewhere it can't pill-bug itself to its doom again, and then use my newly-freed hand to assist my grandmother back up the cliff.
creative thinking solves all problems, children.

uM the point of being nice is to just BE NICE?? not to expect things in return ? ? ?? ? dude

22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
i'm good with never having loved at all.  can't miss what you never had, bucko.